November 15, 2009

Ghosts of Boys Past

If you think that my life has been boring since I decided I was REALLY over Jason rest assured, it has not. Its recently come to my attention however that I've been virtually stalked for awhile now and I'm still trying to make heads and tails of everything. In a weird twist, and really only in this situation, I think it is kinda cute. I'm not even sure if he was reading this blog but with the way the whole situation has played out so far no point in taking the chance. I would say maybe we are just friends but in the interactions so far I'd say that is not the case, I don't usually get as friendly or flirty with my friends as I have been with him. For me the whole thing really came out of the blue and it seems that is not the case for him. I'm not really sure what we were to begin with but this poses the question:

If you have ever been more that "just friends" with someone and then you just sort of stop talking for no real reason and suddenly they show back up, what do you do?

Oh and if you are reading this blog (you know who you are) it would probably help if you just come out and tell me what you want out of us talking again. I could be up for something but will totally talk myself out of any chances given time to overanalyze the situation. Just a thought though.

Down and out

Jason has a missionary coming home. When I found this out, I lost all interest. That was it. Maybe because I know what its like to go back and forth on if I like someone or not and I've drug 3rd parties through the roller-coaster with me but the second he said that I was done. Its been a month and I haven't looked back. I still hear from him daily but now I just talk to him the way I would anyone else. Even if he decided he's done with the missionary (she gets back in a couple weeks) I'm not interested. The end.